Cant have the Good without the Bad..

Well, i've been contemplating on when to write the next post. I had a chance to go to a club this weekend and although i enjoyed the music and just getting out to be around other people was ok, it just seemed every one was so distant i never felt like i could really get to know any of these people.. I really hoped i could find a girlfriend or connect on some level but i just think girls are to scared to even give guys a chance or to into themselves.. Anyway, i went back sunday night and the place was almost empty so i had some yager drinks chatted alittle bit and left.. anyway, so im thinking your going out your at least trying have to give you props for that and i get into the town where my sleeping spot is and the cops are out bad like 2 cops have one person pulled over in the morning and one cop was on a side street waiting and pulls out when i come on the on ramp. i was surely thinking he was behind me.. so i decide to park in a lighted spot around a whole bunch of other cars luckily he wasnt behind me and i waited a good 45 mins waiting for something to happen all they did was sit there and watch me so after an hour and a cpl more sirens going off in the distant i just go to sleep...I wasn't drunk nor was i carrying anything illegal or smoking dope it was just the idea of being hassled with.. it stresses me out and nerves me alittle bit. its been quiet here for at least a good 2 months maybe im overreacting but they do have their cycles and times just like i do.. I just got to stay alert and dont panic.. So, in trying to have fun, i get stressed out,the Good and the Bad i guess.. I'm still not giving up on female companionship.. Being homeless can really make you want a woman in your life to almost feel human again. I miss the little things..